Taylor Swift - Back To December

And how you held me in your arms that September night

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right

So if the chain is on your door, I understand

Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night

When your birthday passed and I didn't call

If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

We small talk, work and the weather

And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you

I watched you laughing from the passenger side and

So this is me swallowing my pride

And I'd go back to December all the time

Realized I loved you in the fall

And I think about summer, all the beautiful times

So this is me swallowing my pride

I'd go back to December all the time

Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't

These days I haven't been sleeping

The first time you ever saw me cry

You gave me roses and I left them there to die

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you

Is still burned in the back of your mind

Your guard is up and I know why

'Cause the last time you saw me