Tasty Mystery Baskets of Clips

well, then I just have a feeling of disappointment, and I'm sad.

two people doing nothing but just being together?

is, in a way, a very thin line.

and now they're just thinking, “Well, what can I do?”

And they'd shown these handprints to some kind of expert...

Then one day, after a while, when, you know, they'd really gotten to know him...

Yeah. I know what you mean.

I mean, here I am. I'm a grown man...

He told me a few things about Jerzy Grotowski...

because you just can't believe that a group of people who don't know how to sing...

Right. And because people's concentration is on their goals...

and watch the lights go from red to green and think, “How wonderful.”

- You call them fauns, don't you? - I thought a fawn was a baby deer.

among the mystical orders of the church.

I mean, and there'd be a delicious cup of coffee and a piece of coffeecake.

But, uh, it is quite different from not having an electric blanket...

I had expected something gentle and lyrical.

You know, every day, several times a day, I walk into my apartment building.

And I remember always being exhausted in that period.

except in the most extreme situations.

and what people said about what people said.

and there's this strange person living in the house, and I'm not working -

when a doctor who was a specialist in a problem she had with her arm...

represented the last burst of the human being before he was extinguished...

I mean, the man who wrote it did not know anything about me.

And then everyone would improvise -

And then when I went to town and bought the book and started to read it...

I mean, you know, Tibetans would have looked at that...

is I'm trying to bring myself up against some little bits of reality...

In other words, like an American Indian dance, with this thumping, persistent rhythm.

I mean, it would just be a log. Do you see what I'm saying?

You know, uh, Debby once said, after one of these New York evenings...

By the end of the book, I was in tears, I was so moved by the story.

I mean, I'm just so thrilled when I get up...

And-And to decide whether to send my ships off to war on the basis of that...

Now, they're living in an insane dreamworld.

and they said these things which I just couldn't help thinking...

like Kerouac, and go out on the road.

I mean, then when you think about Bertolt Brecht-

“will totally change your hearing in the performance.

who was a tamer of wild animals.

But they created something that had ritual, love, surprise...

I was beginning to realize that the only way to make this evening bearable...

or the statistics of the Ford Foundation?

that there be no artificial light, but candlelight.

eight feet deep.

- Dumpling with raisins, blanched almonds. - / didn't understand a word of it.

I mean - I mean, you know...

but, urn, I see it as a test...

And somebody suggested that we have candles -

I mean, why is it necessary to have more than this...

Exercises meant nothing to me anymore.

that, my God, I thought I was living my life, but in fact I haven't been a human being.

to sleep with it, you know, and then in the morning to sew something into the flag.

I mean, of course that's what the theater should do.

I mean, you know, following omens and so on...

than I enjoy, uh, reading Charlton Heston's autobiography...

I mean, nothing's obstructing your view of it, or something like that.

Well, quite the contrary. It's done quite the contrary.

But the worst thing of all was that I'd been trapped by an odd series of circumstances...

You enter the dream world again.

like, uh, are you really hungry...

certain things did come slowly to be known and understood.

“but look at what can come to you on Christmas Eve. Hang on, old friend.

I mean, science has been held up to us as a magical force...

I mean, do you realize, Wally, if you brought that situation into a Tibetan home -

because Pan would like to meet him.

I mean, what does it do to us, Wally, living in an environment...

I mean, of course, even I have a tendency -

And I'd heard that they'd grown things in soil...

I haven't really heard them. I haven't really been with them.

You know, I really wonder if people such as myself are really not Albert Speer.

So, you follow the same law of improvisation...

I talked. He didn't say a word.

and that we're probably going back to a very savage...

“the capacity to leave the prison they've made...

Was I supposed to be a doctor, or what?

You know, I was doing nothing but scribbling a little poetry in my diary.

And then one day, in the early fall...

All clay long, as people do, they do things that annoy me and they say things that annoy me.

Chiquita goes absolutely white and runs out of the room and vomits.

doing these unbelievable massages, you know.

You know, on one level, you could say this is childish.

I don't know what happened to the other people, but I just started to cry uncontrollably.

I had problems of my own. I mean, I couldn't help André.

I mean, you know, you have to reach out, you have to go back and forth with them...

I mean, isn't New York real?

that our group would already be there singing this very beautiful song...

That was one of the reasons that, uh, Grotowski gave up the theater.

See, I honestly believe that we're all like Lady Hatfield now.

and they pull the tree back, and they tie him to the tree...

that, in fact, two human beings need in order to live together.

You know, push on his fingers and go into like a headstand...

You know, then I went into the bathroom and cried 'cause I felt I'd lost a friend.

I mean, last week I went down Theater one afternoon.

I mean, because New York is cold in the winter.

They understood what it was about.

Right. Well, what often happens in some of these evenings...

So they said, “Gee, you look wonderful.”

Oh, when you mentioned the violets, it-it reminded me of that.

'Cause it seems quite obvious that the whole world is going in the same direction.

I mean, on the contrary, I'm looking for more comfort...

in a way that, you know, we just can't do.

If I'm just, uh, trapped there and I'm not allowed to do things...

in order to break the habits of living.

In fact, I gave it to her, and, uh, she - she had a ceremony with it...

somehow in the spirit of All Souls' Eve.